The Next Year

Haría lo que sea porque me abrazaras así todos los días

Today is holiday and I was free from work. I exercised in the morning, ran 10k but couldn’t comply with my goal because my left leg starts hurting when I try to run fast. I made 3 more daily reflections and some paperwork, tried to watch anime but there’s nothing interesting enough for me to watch. I read half an hour, found the book I asked for refunding, it was hanging under the roof outside my house, I don’t know how much time it was there, maybe a whole week, I don’t know how it remained there, because anyone could’ve taken it. I thought about calling back and ask to pay for it again but I feel like I won’t.

We went today to San Martin and I enjoyed the meeting, we did information and they gave me some time to talk about our activities. I’m kind of happy, I’m even eager to go to work tomorrow.

6:16 🙁

I wrote a private post, maybe 15 – 20 minutes writing, and when trying to publish it it gave me an error and my info disappeared.

I ended up writing bilingual again. I don’t have enough time, I just came to comply with my schedule. I wrote yesterday about that, saying I haven’t been able to follow my 2025 plan. I tried to watch an anime but I decided to make a daily reflection but I remembered this task.

And now I’m good to go.

I’m out of photos, that’s one of the thumbnails from my videos

I’ve spent 2 days writing in Spanish but today I have nothing to say.

I worked out in the morning as usual, I’ve felt stronger and I’m gonna start increasing my routine’s difficulty.

I’ve been attending the hospital to back up our aa groups while informing

Today I listened to several podcasts about relationships and I feel like I’m quite selfish because I still demand people to make me happy. Some might say that I need to let go someone if I love her but I can’t, it’s too difficult.

I’ve felt blessed for two weeks in a row, and things have now settled down.

Can’t believe it, I missed 2 days in a row because my site became inaccessible due to a dns issue and I thought it was a configuration problem and tried by all means to make it right and failed. Today I contacted tech support and described my problem and the assistant told me it was because I missed an account confirmation wich was getting into my spam inbox for two weeks.

So now I’m getting even at 3 pm for the last two days. But I need to finish 3 more daily reflections and I’ll get back.

Didn’t come back.

Yesterday I posted privately for the first time and I wrote for an hour, I didn’t intend to talk that much about her but I ended up writing the story from the beginning and it made me feel better.

I’m enjoying my job again. I went mad last Friday because my boss didn’t comply to our agreement, but I’m approaching the situation with a relaxing stance. -it seems very odd what I’m writing but DeepL says it’s ok-. My boss has been asking me to do several tasks and I’ve been complacent with him. I asked him about the rest of money he owe me and he said we would  talk about it later, and we didn’t, but I haven’t reminder him, I was planning on telling him next Friday.

I’m gonna finish my post here because I need to make Friday’s daily reflection.

From now on I’m gonna start posting privately in spanish, but I’d like to keep posting in english every once in a while. That’s because I need a way to vent off my problems. Yes, problems. But not today. It’s 11:58 p.m. and I’m making Thursday’s daily reflection.

The problem is the groups

The enemy are my fellows

All because they aren’t able

To live their lives and keep their mouths shut

Right now I wanna make it crash

I’m really pissed off

Today I wanted to go run 10k but it started to rain and I postponed it. I worked on the ‘This is AA” videoclip, i invested like two hours and I liked the resulting video, I was able to reduce the ambiental noise. I sent it to Mirta and she liked it too. I had an appointment with my dentist, and I have just two teeth left to work on. I made the literature report, sent the bulleting report, and I headed to Gabriel’s house to go to the congress meeting where Sixto was supposed to talk about the GSR and it was funny because we were 6 people, and 5 were ex-CM. I didn’t attend my group’s meeting, I headed home to work on the Daily Reflections but I started texting with Mirta until 10:30. I’m going to make my schedule for tomorrow and sleep.

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